In July 1942 Irène Némirovsky, author of the now-bestselling Suite Française, wrote in her notebook on her last day of freedom before she was deported by the Nazis, “The pine woods all around me. I am sitting on my blue cardigan in the middle of an ocean of leaves, wet and rotting from last night’s storm, as if I were on a raft, my legs tucked under me! In my bag I have put Volume II of Anna Karenina, the Journal of KM and an orange.”
KM’s husband John Middleton Murry published this journal after her death and it went on to become a best seller. All the royalties went to him and he was accused of being jackal and became “the most hated man in England”. I’ve just read a review here on GR of KM’s scrapbook which Murry also published and the reviewer says: “The results of Katherine Mansfield willingly consigning her literary works, notebooks, letters, etc. to a self-serving contemptible man are unfortunate.” It would appear “self-serving” and “contemptible” are monikers for Murry which are being somewhat thoughtlessly handed down from generation to generation. Was he really that bad? He certainly wasn’t the ideal husband, but then KM was hardly the ideal wife (“I’d always rather be with people who loved me too little rather than with people who loved me too much”) And I can think of much worse husbands – TS Eliot and Ted Hughes spring immediately to mind. Murry was essentially a blunderer rather than a monster. And it was fascinating to learn how this journal was put together. In truth this journal never existed. It was compiled by Murry from fragments of diary entries, unsent letters, notes for stories and various scraps – in other words anything dated which could be woven into a volume called a journal. Which to my mind makes it one of the most brilliant editorial feats in the history of literature. Needless to say he received no praise. In fact, his achievement continued to meet with a kind of sanctimonious prudery. Dorothy Parker, in her review, says: “It’s a beautiful book and an invaluable one, but it is her own book and only her sad dark eyes should have read its words.” (The garish sentimentality of that “her sad dark eyes” is a red flag that we’re dealing with a suspect emotion here!) It’s interesting no such moral outcry followed the publication of Virginia Woolf’s diaries or letters or anyone else’s for that matter. It’s also worth noting that KM had an agreement at one point with her publisher to write a journal for publication. So some of the time – one could argue all the time as she always struck me as conscious of posterity and destroyed everything she didn’t want read, even going to the lengths of buying back her old letters – she was aware her words would be read.
A wonderful added bonus of this edition is that it contains Virginia Woolf’s review which is generally regarded as ambivalent and to my mind discloses the odd note of jealousy that marred her relationship with Katherine.
“The most distinguished writers of short stories in England are agreed, says Mr Murry, that as a writer of short stories Katherine Mansfield was hors concours. No one has succeeded her and no critic has been able to define her quality. But the reader of her journal is well content to let such questions be. It is not the quality of her writing or the degree of her fame that interests us in her diary, but the spectacle of a mind – a terribly sensitive mind – receiving one after another the haphazard impressions of eight years of life. Her diary was a mystical companion. “Come my unseen, my unknown, let us talk together,” she says on beginning a new volume. In it she noted facts – the weather, an engagement; she sketched scenes; she analysed her character; she described a pigeon or a dream or a conversation, nothing could be more fragmentary; nothing more private. We feel we are watching a mind which is alone with itself; a mind which has so little thought of an audience (disagree with Virginia on this point!) that it will make use of a shorthand of its own now and then, or, as the mind in its loneliness tends to do, divide into two and talk to itself.
But then as he scraps accumulate we find ourselves giving them, or more probably receiving from Katherine Mansfield herself, a direction. From what point of view is she looking at life as she sits there, terribly sensitive (second time she’s used this rather disparaging phrase!), registering one after another such diverse impressions? She is a writer; a born writer. Everything she feels and sees and hears is not fragmentary and separate; it belongs together as writing. Sometimes the note is directly made for a story. “Let me remember when I write about that fiddle how it runs up lightly and swings down sorrowful; how it searches,’ she notes. Or ‘Lumbargo. This is a very queer thing. So sudden, so painful, I must remember it when I write about an old man. The start to get up, the pause, the look of fury, and how, lying at night, one seems to get locked. ..’
Again, the moment itself suddenly puts on significance, and she traces the outline as if to preserve it. “It’s raining but the air is soft, smoky, warm. Big drops patter on the languid leaves, the tobacco flowers lean over. Now there is a rustle in the ivy. Wingly has appeared from the garden next door; he bounds from the wall. And delicately, lifting his paws, pointing his ears, very afraid the big wave will overtake him, he wades over the lake of green grass.’ The sister of Nazareth ‘showing her pale gums and big discoloured teeth’ asks for money. The thin dog. So thin that his body is like ‘a cage on four wooden pegs’, runs own the street. In some sense, she feels, the thin dog is the street. In all this we seem to be in the midst of unfinished stories; here is a beginning; here an end. They only need a loop of words thrown round them to be complete.
But then the diary is so private and so instinctive that it allows another self to break off from the self that writes and to stand apart watching it write. The writing self was a queer self; sometimes nothing would induce it to write. ‘there is so much to do and I do so little. Life would almost be perfect here if only when I was pretending to work I always was working. Look at the stories that wait and wait just at the threshold. …next day. Yet take this morning for instance. I don’t want to write anything. It’s grey; it’s heavy and dull. And short stories seem unreal and not worth doing. I don’t want to write; I want to live. What does she mean by that? It’s not easy to say. But there you are!’
What does she mean by that? No one felt more seriously the importance of writing than she did. In all the pages of her journal, instinctive, rapid as they are, her attitude toward her work is admirable, sane, caustic and austere. There is no literary gossip; no vanity; no jealousy. (Because Murry had edited these things out of the version VW read. Hermione Lee is much closer to the truth when she describes her as “malicious and chilling as she could be appealing and vulnerable.”) Although during her last years she must have been aware of her success she makes no allusion to it. Her own comments upon her work are always penetrating and disparaging. Her stories wanted richness and depth; she was only ‘skimming the top – no more’. But writing, the mere expression of things adequately and sensitively, is not enough. It is founded upon something unexpressed; and this something must be solid and entire. Under the desperate pressure of increasing illness she began a curious and difficult search, of which we catch glimpses only and those hard to interpret, after the crystal clearness which is needed if one is to write truthfully. ‘Nothing of any worth can come of a disunited being,’ she wrote. One must have health in one’s self. After five years of struggle she gave up the search after physical health not in despair, but because she thought the malady was of the soul and that the cure lay not in any physical treatment, but in some such ‘spiritual brotherhood’ as that at Fontainebleau, in which the last months of her life were spent. But before she went she wrote the summing-up of her position with which the journal ends.
She wanted health, she wrote; but what did she mean by health? ‘by health,’ she wrote, ‘I mean the power to lead a full, adult, living, breathing life in close contact with what I love – the earth and the wonders thereof – the sea – the sun…then I want to work. At what? I want so to live that I work with my hands and my feeling and my brain. I want a garden, a small house, grass, animals, books, pictures, music. And of out of this, the expression of this, I want to be writing.’ The diary ends with the words ‘All is well. And since she died three months later it is tempting to think that the words stood for some conclusion which illness and the intensity of her own nature drove her to find at an age when most of us are loitering easily among those appearances and impressions, those amusements and sensations, which none had loved better than she.







